Today has been a SHAG day , i jus realise , im not really very welcomed by people.
i've made so many ppl ignore me , angry with me and all sorts of things

this morning , woke up , sit 1 min went back to slp ..
._. den woke up again , used comp , msged ngweiwei, den she bo reply. mus be slping
den after that , i msged maiko , and , she only reply me once and ignored me , well , thats when i start to think im very unwelcomed by ppl. budden i ignored , then went into audi , then pmed dorisqad , she also ignored me .. ._. okay still nbm
logout of audi , slack in msn , till night , went in audi agains . and my cpl online.
then she online for half n hour , i managed to make her dulan with me ... zzzz , then after that i apologise to her ,no avail ,then went to msn talk to bendan . THEN quarrel with her also , jus because of a person's "NAME" .. den i apologise to her . also no avail .

sighs , i've done alot of reflecting , i really did .. and , i really tried to change .. seriously.. my attitude towards ppl , cpl , frens , everybody , i tried to face everybody with a smile . and . i cant , this stupid fingers of mine . will always type smth wrong and make ppl dulans . im so tired of this kind of life .
jus take my cpl for example , im always making her dulan , almost everyday . this stupid fingers will type smth wrong , or press smth wrong .. well , nothing to say ,
right now at this moment , im afraid to talk to ppl much , im afraid i will say wrong thing and make ppl dulans agains , zzzz . so damn bad mood now .

sorry uh ngweiwei , im really sorry . im not a good cpl . im jus a cpl that makes you frown , im no help to you , instead source of troubles. ._. sorry,

sorry melissabendan .. idk wad to say . jus sorry

SORRY TO EVERYBODY THAT I'VE OFFENDED WITH THIS STUPID MOUTH / FINGERS OF MINE .


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