Sunday, June 21, 2009

moved to www.wantsyoubadly.blogspot.com

Friday, June 19, 2009

WEIWEI NEVER CALL ME D:
.___. , she ask me to post this if she bo call.
haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

today morning woke up . cabbed down to Era , met my wifey.
den slacked there . walk around . then i keep "SAYANG" wifey's head
LOL ! .___. and thanks alot ppc , lend me yr account to play . =x
played the happybox , was like mad keep pumping 10k and get ticket nia..
then wifey beside me get smth and suan me D: LOL. ok lahs .
den walk to POSB with her & ppc , withdraw moneh , den go buy food
den walk back to Era , then started to audi , played FREESTYLE Y
against wifey , and she won , lolls . this match is "KELONG" de loh.
well , no one shud know it . cos she say she lose le will "fa pi qi" LOL.

after that , wifey pei me walk to bus-stop , waited for bus 14 .
its totally silence there .. den i told her to talk , den she ask me to talk
lollls ._. , here comes the sad part ...

after that . b4 the bus came . i told wifey to go back Era first .. well
because i dont want to see her alone there . den i go off in bus .
so instead , i asked her go back first .. and as she walking . im looking at
her behind .. till she walk into era . den i saw her cross road . cross till half
le den see for car ... .___. lmaos . after she went out of my sight . my heart
started to SANK . sank so deeply ): , but i dont regret asking her to go back first .. den she pull my mood abit up by sending me a short & simple msg "Bye noob ass {:" so short , but my heart floated abit up , den sank down agains . lmaos .
den after that took bus to Dhoby ghaut . did somethings .. den went home . and its mani hours later alr . wifey stiu no call . till now as i typing , she stiu no call.
she's probably sleeping alr. .__. and now im here typing.. ok thats all for today.
THANKS NGWEIWEI WIFEY FOR PEI-ING ME & SENDING ME OFF x33

haiis , why are you always so WARM , and suddenly became so COLD , and warm and cold again . at this moment we are happily laughing on smth , on the other moment . your attitude will change .. =x i dont like that . i wanna be SUPER happy with you , i dont wanna have coldness from you . im feeling that we are so close yet so far...
i dont really quite know how to express my feelings out . anyway , i always tell myself , you're just my ___ , so i dont have the rights to request anything from you.. well, i wanna tell you . whenever i tell you anything , im dead serious on what im saying to you , not sweettalks , not lying , not joking , and .. lastly i wanna say , ILOVEYOU_____ ! and im dead serious about this .. but i know you are waiting for someone .. haiish . im so lost now .. ._.

i really love you ... haish >_<


A NOTE TO SOMEONE BELOW !

NGWEIWEI ! , i dont ever wanna see a "SORRY" from you in my tag , audi , sms . understand ? please dont say sorry to me . i can accept everyone's "SORRY" except you . [: BECAUSE YOUR SORRY VERY UGLY , I DONT LIKE SO CANNOT SAY SORRY TO ME [[: AHAHAHAS ! :D


this is posted on 19/06/09 8.11PM !
really many thanks to NGWEIWEI for pei-ing me on my trip to ERA today [:

Thursday, June 18, 2009

HAIS. my mood today is SUPER SUPER BAD .
shall not talk abt it ..
im very tired .. very very tired..
hais . dont wanna go on , jus updating my blog only
goodbye


posted on 18/06/09
23.18pm

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

HAIS . today is not really a good day .
.__. lll shall not elaborate abt it ,


to :______(you know who you are)
ahahahas, <3 ilovedieyou uhs . dont be shag okays ?
no matter what , i also will be there to support you.
even though i cant do much . wad i can give is MORAL support.
i may not understand you at time . i may do wrong things at times
i may say wrong things at times but my love for you wont be wrong.
im really very serious typing this post lor . not sweet talking
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS . dont be angry that i din post okkays?
because i jus posted late. not that i never tag . and YOU din msg me when
u blogged loh . i den angry in le . AHAHAHAHAHAHAS . nolahs . i dont have
the time to angry you . because all my time is spent LOVING you <3
and anyway , whenever you need my help . drop me a msg. i will be there
ahahahahas . and hor , i say i will wait till you msg , I AM WAITING and i wont give up [[: lovedieyous :D AAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS^_^


today is not actually a good day . but i felt that i wan to post out happy things
instead of sad thinggs . [:
really love die to ______ AHAHAHAHAS ..
only my precious _____ will know who is ______
AHAHAHAHAHAHAS. may my precious fill in the blanks :D
loves die you <3
cheer up kays ? dont shag alr :D
_____ will be there for you :D

Monday, June 15, 2009

SIGHS . i came to post early today , as i dont know wad time i will use comp
at night, cos idk wad to do using comp also . audi is getting more a more SUCKY.
and whenever i login audi . my mood will start to go down jus like stock ALL
the way down .

______ , perhaps , im nothing to you , perhaps jus a ___, hais , no matter how hard i try , im still NOTHING, when i afk without telling , you will dulan me , budden , when i talk to you , i PM i talk ,EVERYTHING got ignored . how do i feel sia . nobody knows , i know that my attention is not with you , instead your attention is with all the people around you . all i asked for , its jus a little attention , i always msged you, every morning ,every night , and everyday also no reply. i know you are sleeping , budden , i jus ask for , wakeup drop me a msg, so i know you are awake , and a msg b4 going to slp . so i know you are aslp , is that too much ??
perhaps jus a reply and thats all .. i felt SUPER outcasted by you . hence why my mood is so bad , sorry if i given any attitude , well , thats all i can do already..
i can jus say sorry and still sorry , and i wanna get closer with you , but all i ever get is IGNORE-ING that will push me 1000000 miles away from you agains . you only talk to me when you are not at ___ , when you are there , we will jitao majiam no talk . all my msges will be ignored . in audi , the reply get is 4/10 . hais . im not blaming ______ because i understand that everybody has their problem and have time that they dun wanna talk , well , im jus asking for a little more attention , JUS A LITTLE MORE. i know you might think im not understanding enough , but, i really jus wanna get ALITTLE closer to you , i dont dare to ask for much . HAISS .
i feel that the more i type , the more i felt its meaningless. and the more im lost , i think wad im typing is starting to have no sense . because its all no use ..
wad i can do now is to , SCREAM INSIDE MY HEART, iLOVEyous .

This post is posted at 16/06/09 1.03PM .
the time n date is for NGWEIWEI to see , cos she will know im posting everyday .
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS , NGWEIWEI I VERY GOT HEART RIGHT [:
WEEEEEEEE :D
im updating my blog again today ,
cos my WIFEY complained that i no update everyday which i have.
SO , I WILL UPDATE EVERYDAY before 12am !
AHAHAHAHAS . just now spoke on phone with her ,
she is SO FUNNY can , =.= ahahahs. ok lahs , NGWEIWEI,
LIANGSHIJIE HAVE UPDATED HIS BLOG ! SEE . SEE ! AHAHAHS

lols .today was quite moody lahs . den thomas called up ..
Thomas :"FORD, you free anot , can i ask you smth ?"
Me :"YA , WAD?"
Thomas :"Why yr blog everyday update also got NGWEIWEI , summore keep love die , you got love die her ahs "
Me :"Duh , of course la , if not i write for what"
Thomas ( trying to me lame) : " Tell me how much you love her "
Me :"I love her jus like (BEES LOVES HONEY),(MAN LOVES MONEY),(THOMAS LOVES TO PCC)
then thomas dulan kup my phone ...
after 10mins he msged me , " FORD , I ASK U SMTH SERIOUSLY , U GIME LJ ANSWERS"
den i replied him " WHAT LJ ANSWERS, IM SERIOUS OK ?"
Den he said "STILL WAN TALK COCK WITH ME AHS"
den i replied " DUH , YOU ASK ME LJ QUESTION , OF COS I REPLY U LJ ANSWER LA"
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL !
so lame can =.=lll
weeeeeee.


NGWEIWEI WIFEY , CAN YOU SEE ? I UPDATED MY BLOG ALR .
THIS BLOG IS UPDATED AT 15/6/2009
9PM SHARP !

ook , off to audi , some1 say will online in 5mins :P




ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ 2nd POSTED AT 11.21PM
EVERYTHING'S CHANGING , IM BEING MORE N MORE OUTCASTED
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ .

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Sighs , updating today agains , see ngweiwei , i've been updating everyday since the day you told me to update ! happy ? loves die you :D


sighs , i told myself , i wont msg anybody agains , i wont pm any1 in audi agains , i talk to any1 in msn too , CAUSE , i always get ignored , if not jiu shi talk till half and say brb , and in the end , always no back . msg are always being ignored , if not jiu shi tell me smth's that are not good . D; so i dont want msg people alr :X

i know ppl ignore me is my fault , cos of something i've done thats why people ignore me .. so . as a way to stop mistakes being made , i will stop msging people , i will talking to people . except those that i think are close to me. because only they understands what im thinking , what im going thru , and what im talking about.
and only they know how to cheer me up when im down , those who ignored me , dont worry , i wont talk to you every agains . happy ? [:

but even if i never talk to you , wait till one day you've forgiven my mistakes .. you can talk to me , i will sure talk to you . ._. if you reading this post , and you dont understand what im saying . means you dont know me . ahahas . i will try to know people around me , instead of wanting people to understand me [: .

Thats the end of the post .
actually this blog shud be dead .. thanks ngweiwei for reviving it LOL !
lovesdieher :D msg me soon kays ngweiwei ! ahahahahas !