SIGHS . i came to post early today , as i dont know wad time i will use comp
at night, cos idk wad to do using comp also . audi is getting more a more SUCKY.
and whenever i login audi . my mood will start to go down jus like stock ALL
the way down .

______ , perhaps , im nothing to you , perhaps jus a ___, hais , no matter how hard i try , im still NOTHING, when i afk without telling , you will dulan me , budden , when i talk to you , i PM i talk ,EVERYTHING got ignored . how do i feel sia . nobody knows , i know that my attention is not with you , instead your attention is with all the people around you . all i asked for , its jus a little attention , i always msged you, every morning ,every night , and everyday also no reply. i know you are sleeping , budden , i jus ask for , wakeup drop me a msg, so i know you are awake , and a msg b4 going to slp . so i know you are aslp , is that too much ??
perhaps jus a reply and thats all .. i felt SUPER outcasted by you . hence why my mood is so bad , sorry if i given any attitude , well , thats all i can do already..
i can jus say sorry and still sorry , and i wanna get closer with you , but all i ever get is IGNORE-ING that will push me 1000000 miles away from you agains . you only talk to me when you are not at ___ , when you are there , we will jitao majiam no talk . all my msges will be ignored . in audi , the reply get is 4/10 . hais . im not blaming ______ because i understand that everybody has their problem and have time that they dun wanna talk , well , im jus asking for a little more attention , JUS A LITTLE MORE. i know you might think im not understanding enough , but, i really jus wanna get ALITTLE closer to you , i dont dare to ask for much . HAISS .
i feel that the more i type , the more i felt its meaningless. and the more im lost , i think wad im typing is starting to have no sense . because its all no use ..
wad i can do now is to , SCREAM INSIDE MY HEART, iLOVEyous .

This post is posted at 16/06/09 1.03PM .
the time n date is for NGWEIWEI to see , cos she will know im posting everyday .
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS , NGWEIWEI I VERY GOT HEART RIGHT [: