Why cant my life be happy . just for one day. it jus wun happen. no matter how good mood i went back after sch. sure got smth that take me out of my mood, everyday the same. everyday sure tio kp. wadever i do also wrong. Cant ppl stand at my point of view? -.- its either already bad mood in sch , or good mood go home den bad mood again.


Am i really a bad person ? if yes , pls tell me straight in the face. dont dislike me secretly. i dont like it.. i prefer ppl telling me how they dislike me straight. at least give people a chance to change..

My life sucks. If death is willing to take me with it. i will be more then willing to go with it.



There's no1 to there when i needed it. cause none of them can und how i felt. telling me to cheer up all this is useless. cause i know i cant do it. people like me might jus as well go to hell .

Will any1 even feel sad if i die?
Will the one i love shed a tears for me if i die?


-FORD