Today has been a SHAG day , i jus realise , im not really very welcomed by people.
i've made so many ppl ignore me , angry with me and all sorts of things

this morning , woke up , sit 1 min went back to slp ..
._. den woke up again , used comp , msged ngweiwei, den she bo reply. mus be slping
den after that , i msged maiko , and , she only reply me once and ignored me , well , thats when i start to think im very unwelcomed by ppl. budden i ignored , then went into audi , then pmed dorisqad , she also ignored me .. ._. okay still nbm
logout of audi , slack in msn , till night , went in audi agains . and my cpl online.
then she online for half n hour , i managed to make her dulan with me ... zzzz , then after that i apologise to her ,no avail ,then went to msn talk to bendan . THEN quarrel with her also , jus because of a person's "NAME" .. den i apologise to her . also no avail .

sighs , i've done alot of reflecting , i really did .. and , i really tried to change .. seriously.. my attitude towards ppl , cpl , frens , everybody , i tried to face everybody with a smile . and . i cant , this stupid fingers of mine . will always type smth wrong and make ppl dulans . im so tired of this kind of life .
jus take my cpl for example , im always making her dulan , almost everyday . this stupid fingers will type smth wrong , or press smth wrong .. well , nothing to say ,
right now at this moment , im afraid to talk to ppl much , im afraid i will say wrong thing and make ppl dulans agains , zzzz . so damn bad mood now .

sorry uh ngweiwei , im really sorry . im not a good cpl . im jus a cpl that makes you frown , im no help to you , instead source of troubles. ._. sorry,

sorry melissabendan .. idk wad to say . jus sorry

SORRY TO EVERYBODY THAT I'VE OFFENDED WITH THIS STUPID MOUTH / FINGERS OF MINE .


SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ~

hmm , changed blogskin again , that blogskin is too lag ._.

these are the things i think and wanna say to the ppl i treasured .


♥♥NGWEIWEI (AUDI CPL)
wifey , dont always no mood okays ? mus learn to cheer up , life isnt that bad,
i know you've alot of problems recently , but being unhappy doesnt help to solve
the problems , so why not cheerup and solve the problems , instead of being emo
everyday , right ? i really dont wish to see you so sad , i really dont wish
to see you being so moody , i really wants you to cheer up , anything , you
can share with me , i will try to help you think of a solution uh .
and , you are a super good cpl, i treasure our audi ring , [: i wanna know the
--xWEIWEI--x3 that is cheerful when she's talk to orhhanzi , not a -SADDISTIC-
that always so sad , learn to be happy , try to open up your heart , smile more pls . i know that im such a bad cpl , that always gives you more problems , instead of relieving yr stress. i will try to find time to grant your aster desire :D
i will try to change uh . :X CHEER UP NGWEIWEI , LIANGSHIJIE LOVES DIE YOU !

♥♥TANJIAYIN (EMPLOYER/COUNSELLOR)
hmm , jiayin , thanks for being there for me when im down and out , you are such
a good counsellor , always giving me a smile , even though i always kpkb at you ,
and always helping me , seems like you've become my maid alr loh . =x joking
well , i really appreciate the help that you've given to me , im sorry for always
being so attitude when im moody . i will try to change also uh , and thanks for
always trying to make an effort to meet me , knowing that i cant go out , you even
make yr way to CCK to meet me , thats far , but you went , thanks alot counsellor , FORD THANKS YOU SINCERELY !

♥♥Kohyiming & Brothers
Sorry brothers , i havent been able to come out and meet you all recently , well , i really missed the times we were slacking together , ahahas , for example TRAINING session , wow thats some hard work eh ? AHAHAS . and thanks for being there for me after i got ___ by ppl , even though we didnt manage to find , but thanks , for attempting to help me , even though i haven been a very STEADY brother , but you all treat me STEADY-LY. Thanks alot brothers , i will try to meetup with you all soon.
FORD THANKS YOU ALL FOR THIS BROTHERHOOD


well , thats all for today ,
THANKS for being there for me peoples!
FORD will never forget all your hearts that you've got for me [:

-.- , today my audi cpl ngweiwei bo online , but i still will fufill my promise for her
UPDATE EVERYDAY ! AHAHAS ! missdieyou wifey :P

decided to change blogskin :D

this is me and my NGWEIWEI wifey de photo album :D










NGWEIWEI , MY PRECIOUS BAOBEI WIFEY , I LOVE DIE YOU x3

HAIIIISH ,

im such a lousy cpl . i need my cpl to standup for me when im in trouble ,
my audi cpl is really a SUPER good cpl .
iloveherloads.
jus that i dont understand her ,
therefore , i always make her dulans .. and she always forgives me .
im so sorry wifey , i always make you dulans , for being a lousy cpl.
i will try my best to improve and understand you .
so that i wont make you dulans agains .
i swear i will try [:


FORD LOVE DIE NGWEIWEI
LIANGSHIJIE LOVE DIE NGWEIQIN
SADDIST LOVE DIE SADDISTIC :D

well , updating now lohs . before mdm NGWEIQIN come n say i break promise
ahahas , budden i really got nothing to update lehs . =.= see but at least
i got the heart to come here and type even though i dun have anything to update.

well , let me intro this mdm NGWEIQIN ,
She's my precious loved [:
ahahas . my fulltime cpl and my part time lover .
hahahahas .


i promised her to make her the most happiest girl in audition [:
but i havent been able to do that lohs . ):
sorry uh mdm NGWEIQIN , ahahas .

im trying my best to be the cpl for you [:
and i will try my best to help you when you needs it
aahhahahhas [:

but seriously , although you my audition cpl , i rather you
go find a job and stable your life , instead of everyday ERA ,
ERA isnt gona bring you anywhere , Working Does wahahahhas .

And i listened to you lohs , i went to slp yesterday [:
so you mus listen to me also , ahahas . as im typing this blog
i know you are probably sleeping , then at night wakeup
go ERA agains . and by the time you see this blog .
i dnwan ask you go home immediatly , ahahas . try not to ton uh.
its not that i dnwan you to online . ahahas . dont be a nightowl larhs .
nightowl no good . LOL.. ahhs . you promised me you will change lifestyle de
loh , dont everyday ton , no good for health . ahahas .

See , today i so pro , improve le hor , type so long ,
this post is only for my mdm NGWEIQIN to see , :D
and only she needs to see this , ahahas .

WIFEY , Change lifestyle uh , i waiting for you to support me
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS
LOVEDIEYOU CANS ? =X
ahahaahs .


done blogging on 9/6/09
Time 14:43pm
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FORD LOVES DIE NGWEIWEI
LIANGSHIJIE LOVES DIE NGWEIQIN
-SADDIST- LOVES DIE -SADDISTIC-
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AWW, some1 told me to update evertday;
but idk wad to update lehs .
lollls
ytd was playing audi with someone ,
so romantic x3 LOL
nothing to type uh ,
but at least i updated luh .
i really love die my audi cpl .
im really scared that one day the ring will break
but she promised me that it wunt happen ,
and i believe her :D
hahahhas . den nothing le uh
im done alr uh . i cant type my post super long like weiwei
she is so super loh , so mani things to write , majiam writing poem
SUPER long cans . im jus a small small noob .
that type abit of shits like this .
jus to imitate her abit
AHAHAHAHS .

thats all ;


LOVE DIE NGWEIWEI :D

im NGWEIWEI's full time audition cpl , and part time rl lover ((: LOL!


i felt so disapointing after reading a blog , happy in front
disapointed in the end ...



tags , i shud probably know my own limits ...