Sighhs , i dreamt of her yesturday agains , AND WHAT ?
i get rejected by her again. EVEN IN MY DREAM?
wtf is this man ?

why cant jus let me happi in dream ?
dream also nid to reject?

sighhs .


life is stupid .


imissher loads <3

I loves you i really do
i miss you i really do


l0ls .


wad a bad day . as always .
same things are happening to me daily. l0ls.


i am predestined to stand alone..
yup, i can breathe all my troubles to DDF
but, that only made me feel better a few moments .
cause the same old things is gona happen to me .
AGAIN N AGAIN !


i miss [D]umb[D]umb FAMILY !



now i know theres only one thing that last forever. THATS DUMBDUMB FAMILY !

I miss you , i need you , i want you , i love you ,


where are you my love?
what are you doing ?
do you know that some1 is thinking of ya?


no i dont think u knows ,
you are just busy playing and enjoying life .

while i am jus thinking and there's nothing i can do .
why cant i stop thinking?

i'd really loved to contact you ,
but i know you wouldnt want me to do that,
and doing that will cause your unhappiness ,
thats why i didnt do that ,

i've no other place to say out wad am i thinking ,
except in this blog ..

my diary !



LOVEESS YOU loads !
20072007 <3

deep down inside my hart.. i still misses you . you are so .. unforgetable? =x

MY CREATION :DDD






COMMENTS PLS :D
<3 DDF

i know i aint got a friend .. i know i aint a good person . i know that i sucks ! i dont blame ppl ignoring me :) cause i am fking kp kia ! i shouldnt have a mouth . cause wadever i said , ppl take me as bullshit. i aint gona talk to anyone anymore !fark off pls ! soon this blog is gona b private once again =XX



i dont see the need for blogging. CAUSE THERES NO1 TO SEE IT !

wtf is this ?_l_